ok,ok,ok...so i don't know all the big words and i can't recite passages from really big books and i couldn't really begin to fathom what superstring theory is all about. so what the hell?
(btw-this is more on my revalation about me being boring and stuff)
i don't think that to get through this life, and really that's all what we're doing right now, one needs to be the most genius of all the smarties out there or intellectualize with the best of the philosophers in the world. but i do think we have to live up to our potential. our god given potential, right? we all can't be stephen hawking or stephen king or, heck, even stephen baldwin. but the world wasn't meant to be full of ballerinas and astronauts, variety is the spice of life n'est pas? i remember a while back that i was hanging with a group of friends who were all...um, how do i put it?..."enlightened". (and believe you me, i put that in quotes and italics for a reason)
you know who they are, these were the types of people who had a bar-b-q's and then sat around talking about the best way to grill tofu and whose was the most organic. the same people who went to see a concert for free and then made fun of all the "consumers" buying concert t shirts. ladies and gentlemen, these are the folks who didn't talk to me for two days because i didn't go protest the circus with them...
i'm sorry, i like cotton candy and elephants.
anyway, i didn't like being around these people because they made me feel bad. they made me feel bad because i wasn't as good as they were. somehow i was less of a person then they were, those fuckers.
that's right i said it! fuckers!!
how dare they make me feel like that. and the worst part of it is that they didn't even know that they were doing it. nope, not at all. zero. now i know that it's going to be easy to jump in right about now and say "hey! isn't this really your problem and aren't you just projecting your issues onto them?"
and the answer is, yes...it is.
but i'll get back to that in a minute. the thing is, is that these people were so caught up, for lack of better words, judging people for all the harms and disservices to humanity that they somehow...elevated themselves above the rest of us. they actually thought that they were better than everybody else. go ahead you can say it..."fuckers".
that leads me to my rant for the day:
so i have these people that i associate with online, which is cool, right? but i found that since i'm not all "gigabite, RAM RAM hard-drive, ISP server MP3 ipod, ipod, ipod. blog blogger backup file!!! LOL, ROTFLMAO, BRB!!!" (computer geek speak) i'm just not cool enough for them anymore. to this i say to them:
F.U.!
let them stick that in their hard drive and like it!so it looks like i've been shunned by the geeks of the world and i actually have the nerve to be offended by it. what the hell is that all about? i've given too much power in the wrong places, i suppose that i like(d) these people for the right reasons and because i'm not exaclty like them i've given myself a complex. how dare i, right? and how dare them.
so here's my resolution (listen close cause i'm directing it to you and you know who you are) - i'l like you , care for you and love you no mater what, and that's good enough for me. as for you liking me, i don't care.
ALL TOGETHER NOW - FUCKERS!!
