11.16.2006

thanks for the bday wishes and all, they mean alot...it seems that life is throwing me lemons. my dog got hit by a car about a week and a half ago, and now she's gone. i can't find a job, and i'm having no luck building a clientel. my phone's shut off and student loans are haunting me. bills, bills, bills and no money to pay them. no one wants to hire me for a desk job, i can't get B. out of my head...i'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop......

this fucking sucks and i wanna' call it quits and run away.

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

11.09.2006

i miss you....

....this sucks.

11.05.2006

"Well at least let me finish my drink before you kill me."

someone....anyone...please, PLEASE...help me understand gay men.

really.