"I'll Have My Ice Cream 6'4" and Full of Muscle"

here's the deal, this one day thom kept trying to put the moves on me at work when he thought i wasn't looking,

But little did he know that if he plays with the fire....he's gonna get burned.

and he got a big ol' smooch from the bald man.

weeks later i'm trying to explain to him who the wrestler Bill Goldberg is, and low and behold i find THIS picture!:

like they say, Great Minds Think Alike!!

mkthxbi!

Puppies and Drugs

life is most certainly a shitter isn't it?

not as if i have enough going on as it is. my mom passed away on April 17th. i will miss her.

saturday i was sideswiped by some ass who ran a red light and (suprise) didn't have insurance. all i have is liability.

sunday, the guy i was dating just went ahead and dumped me.

it's all charming, really.

wtf? hey, if i'm really lucky, i'll get fired from my job.

"I Have Experience In Backdoor Receiving"

oh! btw- did i mention that i'm TOTALLY addicted to MySpace.

...you know what that means. i'm either a high school student

or a sex offender.

discuss.

Dude, You Got F'd in the A!

it's been a VERY interesting week and a half. it seems like longer.

first off let me say this, there's physical attraction. it's pretty undeniable.

but then there's so much more. i feel totally comfortable around him, he laughs at my jokes, i laugh at his. i've never, EVER in my entire life had anyone look at me the way that he does. i've never been told that i'm beautiful. i've never had anyone whisper in my ear how special i am. there are times when i wish i had a bigger vocabulary so i could articulate to him how amazing he is. i've got to be honest, i'm freaking out a little, it's all so fast and all so out of nowhere. but it's all good and it's about time. last night the only thing i could say is "i finally found you, i've waited so long and I FOUND YOU"

"Good News, I'm Not Having a Stroke"

things are looking up for my folks. they're getting healthier every day. and the better they get the more i feel in their way. maybe...i can start spending a few more nights at home now and not on their sofa. i still have to look into moving them out of where they are now though. i've been feeling all sinus-y since i've been staying with them, i think they're living in a "sick" building, it would explain alot.

i applied at Metro, wish me luck.

i've been making some new friends, which is good. i've been needing a new gaggle of gays...it's been a while.

i crossed a line, which a long time ago would have been bad, but i'm totally ok with it. seriously. i just hope HE doesn't have any hang ups about it. it was all about having some fun anyway.

i need to get the new Arcade Fire cd, but then again, i need new tires too.

it's supposed to be in the 60's for the next week. so i'm offically calling off winter. it's over folks...take a note of it.

um, i think that's it for now...l8r

mkthxbi

Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy

You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone. And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder... Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary.

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

découvrez

_sonny

"I'm Being Stalked By A Vampire, Just Letting You Know"

if it's not one damn thing it's another. really.

Bad-
my folks aren't doing too well. i think i'm going to have to move in with them so i can help them out. i hate seeing them suffer. it sucks. i've been sleeping on their sofa almost every night since they were both in the hospital 2 weeks ago. so i think moving in would just seem the logical thing to do. i need to move them out of the place they're living in now so i've been looking for apartments that will accomodate us with out us being (literally) on top of eachother.

i've got a job. it's not a great job, but it's a job. i need to catch up on bills and somehow work Coachella in as well. it's a desk job and i'm WAY overqualified for what i do. didn't i go to school to not have to work a desk job ever again?

student loans....'nuff said.

i miss my dog.

i miss B.

who knew i'd grow up to be a spinster?

Good-

i have a job.

and the people i share an office with are really cool people. Thom will be a friend for a long time, i can tell. plus they all laugh at my jokes....only because they haven't heard them a thousand times.

the second season of Rome is on, i love it...it's my new OZ....which was my new Playmakers....which was my new X-Files. seriously....i might like Rome more than the X-Files....it's that good.

coachella is coming up again. i'm ready for round three.

although they're not doing to well...my parents are alive.

sometimes when i go to sleep i can still feel maddie right next to me.

it's cold and it sucks but i'm glad we're getting all this snow. it'll make for a good drought free summer. i can't wait to go camping....who's in?

the Confessions tour came out on cd/dvd...madonna has rocked my face off.

i feel defeated by the events of the past 8 months...but i'm still pushing forward.

it's not how hard you fall.....it's how you pick yourself up that matters.