there!
I blogged.
mkthxbi!
5.27.2006
5.17.2006
“…It’s All Just A Grand Diversion. It Could Be You, It Could Be Me...But So Far, They’ve Won”
initially I wanted to talk about Coachella today, but instead I want to talk about the burning bush. (and I’m not talking about Lindsay Lohan) get you're hate mail ready, 'cause i don't give a shit.
OK, all of this is so incredibly fucked up. seriously. we're sending the Nat’l Guard to the southern border, and yet...we're NOT militarizing the border? um, ok. senior asshat kept using the "T" word, and yet...all the "terrorists" are coming in from Canada.
uh, why would they come in from Mexico? they don't want to get here in a van with 38 other people, right?
by controlling the amount of immigrants, oh fuck i'll just say it for him...MEXICANS!!, we are helping to reduce crime in this country. um...FUCK.YOU!
wow, that's a pretty huge generalization on a group of people Jorge!
oh yeah...hey dubya, isn't your brother Jeb's wife Columbia FROM MEXICO?!?! c'mon, how fucked up is that? that's just like when gov. schwarzenegger said "we've got to close our borders to the foreigners" idiot, right?and not only that, along with rumors of that hillbilly-fuck Jeb running for president in 08, they are also grooming his son George P Bush to run as well. (in case you didn't know...George P.'s mom is...(drum roll)... Columbia Bush!)
but really, asshat did say he wants to create a "guest worker" program. which is nice. but to me, "guest worker" sounds so...um, p.c. let's just call it what it really is, LEGALIZED SLAVERY. oh, i'm so pissed off, I can’t even talk about it any more.
and this pisses me off even more:
that asshole tom cruise set up a pre-nup with his robot, er...i mean katie holmes that sets up a $15 mil. trust for her and the baby even if they don't get married! and if they divorce she gets another $25 mil.
holy shit!...and this whole time i just thought she was stupid.
initially I wanted to talk about Coachella today, but instead I want to talk about the burning bush. (and I’m not talking about Lindsay Lohan) get you're hate mail ready, 'cause i don't give a shit.
OK, all of this is so incredibly fucked up. seriously. we're sending the Nat’l Guard to the southern border, and yet...we're NOT militarizing the border? um, ok. senior asshat kept using the "T" word, and yet...all the "terrorists" are coming in from Canada.
uh, why would they come in from Mexico? they don't want to get here in a van with 38 other people, right?
by controlling the amount of immigrants, oh fuck i'll just say it for him...MEXICANS!!, we are helping to reduce crime in this country. um...FUCK.YOU!
wow, that's a pretty huge generalization on a group of people Jorge!
oh yeah...hey dubya, isn't your brother Jeb's wife Columbia FROM MEXICO?!?! c'mon, how fucked up is that? that's just like when gov. schwarzenegger said "we've got to close our borders to the foreigners" idiot, right?and not only that, along with rumors of that hillbilly-fuck Jeb running for president in 08, they are also grooming his son George P Bush to run as well. (in case you didn't know...George P.'s mom is...(drum roll)... Columbia Bush!)
but really, asshat did say he wants to create a "guest worker" program. which is nice. but to me, "guest worker" sounds so...um, p.c. let's just call it what it really is, LEGALIZED SLAVERY. oh, i'm so pissed off, I can’t even talk about it any more.
and this pisses me off even more:
that asshole tom cruise set up a pre-nup with his robot, er...i mean katie holmes that sets up a $15 mil. trust for her and the baby even if they don't get married! and if they divorce she gets another $25 mil.
holy shit!...and this whole time i just thought she was stupid.
5.12.2006
"I Don't Care How Cold You Say It Is, I'm Not Going To 'Feel' Your Nose!"
hmmm...ok,
This is to you. (and you know who you are):
i guess i should rephrase. i think i may have said and/or implied that i don't owe you an explanation. that's not right, in fact...it's just not cool. after dinner with lisa the other night (buca di beppo, yummy!), you some how came up in conversation. she said she started to look at this whole "mess" from your end. and for me to say that i don't, in anyway, owe you an explanation is totally bullshit. and i whole-heartedly agree. i agree, because...that's not what i meant to say. and i should have been more specific. (a lesson i'm learning more and more as i get older) here's what i mean:
for you to ask me for further explanation about decisions that i have made, regarding you specifically, is totally fair and i will answer ANY questions you have. honestly and uncensored. (now i'm not meaning to bring up the past here as any sort of "leverage" or "grudge",but just as an example)
after you came back and we talked that night at your house i asked you "what happened", which is fair, but i never asked you "why"...and to this day i don't know why. and i don't care "why". that's between you and him, that's your business. in the same manner I DO owe you an explanation, totally, but...i don't feel that i have to justify my actions. that, i'll have to trust that you'll understand with any explanation i have to give. explanation vs. justification, i hope you can see the difference between the two in my eyes. just like that night, wanting to know what happened is "fair", but to ask "why" (at least the way i saw it, and still do) was uncalled for, because i had already forgiven you the day you left.
just some food for thought.
p.s.- thanks lisa! sometimes it takes a really good friend to tell another friend he's being a total asshat! :)
hmmm...ok,
This is to you. (and you know who you are):
i guess i should rephrase. i think i may have said and/or implied that i don't owe you an explanation. that's not right, in fact...it's just not cool. after dinner with lisa the other night (buca di beppo, yummy!), you some how came up in conversation. she said she started to look at this whole "mess" from your end. and for me to say that i don't, in anyway, owe you an explanation is totally bullshit. and i whole-heartedly agree. i agree, because...that's not what i meant to say. and i should have been more specific. (a lesson i'm learning more and more as i get older) here's what i mean:
for you to ask me for further explanation about decisions that i have made, regarding you specifically, is totally fair and i will answer ANY questions you have. honestly and uncensored. (now i'm not meaning to bring up the past here as any sort of "leverage" or "grudge",but just as an example)
after you came back and we talked that night at your house i asked you "what happened", which is fair, but i never asked you "why"...and to this day i don't know why. and i don't care "why". that's between you and him, that's your business. in the same manner I DO owe you an explanation, totally, but...i don't feel that i have to justify my actions. that, i'll have to trust that you'll understand with any explanation i have to give. explanation vs. justification, i hope you can see the difference between the two in my eyes. just like that night, wanting to know what happened is "fair", but to ask "why" (at least the way i saw it, and still do) was uncalled for, because i had already forgiven you the day you left.
just some food for thought.
p.s.- thanks lisa! sometimes it takes a really good friend to tell another friend he's being a total asshat! :)
5.11.2006
"Shhh...He's Freaking Out."
as you can see (see? ==>), i added some links to my blog, y’know…just to pretty it up a bit. but over the past couple of weeks i have totally and unabashedly become addicted to Kevin Smith’s blog. fo’ real, real…not fo’ play, play. even if you’re not into Kev, you really should read the whole “me and my shadow” story (in eight parts no less). besides, any guy who says this is good peeps:
“See, I’m a friend of the gay community. I’ve always maintained that I’m just one cock-in-the-mouth shy of being gay myself. And I understand why gay dudes crave a big, luscious dick: hung like a kindergartner as I am, I, too, have always craved a big, luscious dick myself. Sadly, my thirst will go forever unquenched.”
…admittedly so, a thirst I would have no problem helping Mr. Smith satisfy. :P
as you can see (see? ==>), i added some links to my blog, y’know…just to pretty it up a bit. but over the past couple of weeks i have totally and unabashedly become addicted to Kevin Smith’s blog. fo’ real, real…not fo’ play, play. even if you’re not into Kev, you really should read the whole “me and my shadow” story (in eight parts no less). besides, any guy who says this is good peeps:
“See, I’m a friend of the gay community. I’ve always maintained that I’m just one cock-in-the-mouth shy of being gay myself. And I understand why gay dudes crave a big, luscious dick: hung like a kindergartner as I am, I, too, have always craved a big, luscious dick myself. Sadly, my thirst will go forever unquenched.”
…admittedly so, a thirst I would have no problem helping Mr. Smith satisfy. :P
...mkthxbi!
5.09.2006
"OH Shit!!..."
My Colorgenics Profile:
You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.
You like the better things in life. You are sensuous and emotional. You are a follower of the Arts and you seek an environment that will give you the fulfilment to the senses that you need.
You are not an argumentative sort of person and 'rather than fight - you'd switch' (an old cigarette ad cliche). But when you try to assert yourself - as sometimes you may try to do - you meet with so much resistance and effrontery that manifests itself so obviously that you become hurt, indignant and resentful. So in order to have peace and quiet you tend to become inhibited. You keep it all to yourself but deep down, you 'feel' and 'hurt' a lot.
The way things are at this time it is necessary to 'go slow'. All the pleasures that you have anticipated should be left in abeyance until some future date, but all is not lost, you are able to derive and achieve considerable gratification from someone quite close to you.You are experiencing excess frustration and agitation which is the result of trying to resist any form of stimulation or excitement. This may lead to nervous exhaustion, angry outbursts or lowering of the libido. This on-going situation could become threatening and dangerous. You are furious at the thought that you may be unable to achieve your goals and even more distressed at your feeling of helplessness to remedy this. You are at the point of a nervous mental and physical breakdown but it's not too late to do something about it - take a rest, forget about everything and try to take heed of that ancient adage 'He who fights and runs away - lives to fight another day'.You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time.
Now Pick Your Own Colors!
...mkthxbi!
My Colorgenics Profile:
You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.
You like the better things in life. You are sensuous and emotional. You are a follower of the Arts and you seek an environment that will give you the fulfilment to the senses that you need.
You are not an argumentative sort of person and 'rather than fight - you'd switch' (an old cigarette ad cliche). But when you try to assert yourself - as sometimes you may try to do - you meet with so much resistance and effrontery that manifests itself so obviously that you become hurt, indignant and resentful. So in order to have peace and quiet you tend to become inhibited. You keep it all to yourself but deep down, you 'feel' and 'hurt' a lot.
The way things are at this time it is necessary to 'go slow'. All the pleasures that you have anticipated should be left in abeyance until some future date, but all is not lost, you are able to derive and achieve considerable gratification from someone quite close to you.You are experiencing excess frustration and agitation which is the result of trying to resist any form of stimulation or excitement. This may lead to nervous exhaustion, angry outbursts or lowering of the libido. This on-going situation could become threatening and dangerous. You are furious at the thought that you may be unable to achieve your goals and even more distressed at your feeling of helplessness to remedy this. You are at the point of a nervous mental and physical breakdown but it's not too late to do something about it - take a rest, forget about everything and try to take heed of that ancient adage 'He who fights and runs away - lives to fight another day'.You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time.
Now Pick Your Own Colors!
...mkthxbi!
5.06.2006
5.05.2006
"You Can Tar and Feather a Dog, But That Doesn't Make It a Duck"
i know everyone is excited to hear about Coachella, and seriously, i got alot to say...
...but just not right now.
what i do want to say is that everybody, that's right, each and every one of you need to run out and buy the new TOOL cd 10,000 Days. it's one of the best peices of music i've heard since NIN's The Fragile. I LOVE IT, you hear me guys? I'm Super-Duper-Cereal!!
i know everyone is excited to hear about Coachella, and seriously, i got alot to say...
...but just not right now.
what i do want to say is that everybody, that's right, each and every one of you need to run out and buy the new TOOL cd 10,000 Days. it's one of the best peices of music i've heard since NIN's The Fragile. I LOVE IT, you hear me guys? I'm Super-Duper-Cereal!!
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