"I'm Being Stalked By A Vampire, Just Letting You Know"

if it's not one damn thing it's another. really.

Bad-
my folks aren't doing too well. i think i'm going to have to move in with them so i can help them out. i hate seeing them suffer. it sucks. i've been sleeping on their sofa almost every night since they were both in the hospital 2 weeks ago. so i think moving in would just seem the logical thing to do. i need to move them out of the place they're living in now so i've been looking for apartments that will accomodate us with out us being (literally) on top of eachother.

i've got a job. it's not a great job, but it's a job. i need to catch up on bills and somehow work Coachella in as well. it's a desk job and i'm WAY overqualified for what i do. didn't i go to school to not have to work a desk job ever again?

student loans....'nuff said.

i miss my dog.

i miss B.

who knew i'd grow up to be a spinster?

Good-

i have a job.

and the people i share an office with are really cool people. Thom will be a friend for a long time, i can tell. plus they all laugh at my jokes....only because they haven't heard them a thousand times.

the second season of Rome is on, i love it...it's my new OZ....which was my new Playmakers....which was my new X-Files. seriously....i might like Rome more than the X-Files....it's that good.

coachella is coming up again. i'm ready for round three.

although they're not doing to well...my parents are alive.

sometimes when i go to sleep i can still feel maddie right next to me.

it's cold and it sucks but i'm glad we're getting all this snow. it'll make for a good drought free summer. i can't wait to go camping....who's in?

the Confessions tour came out on cd/dvd...madonna has rocked my face off.

i feel defeated by the events of the past 8 months...but i'm still pushing forward.

it's not how hard you fall.....it's how you pick yourself up that matters.