Dude, You Got F'd in the A!

it's been a VERY interesting week and a half. it seems like longer.

first off let me say this, there's physical attraction. it's pretty undeniable.

but then there's so much more. i feel totally comfortable around him, he laughs at my jokes, i laugh at his. i've never, EVER in my entire life had anyone look at me the way that he does. i've never been told that i'm beautiful. i've never had anyone whisper in my ear how special i am. there are times when i wish i had a bigger vocabulary so i could articulate to him how amazing he is. i've got to be honest, i'm freaking out a little, it's all so fast and all so out of nowhere. but it's all good and it's about time. last night the only thing i could say is "i finally found you, i've waited so long and I FOUND YOU"