"We Fled The World With Smiles and Clenching Jaws"

Yes it's true the Patchwork Girl has indeed come to cinch the deal....

I can't take it! I have this one class on tuesdays that's basically 9 hours of lecture, granted, we have breaks and stuff but it's 9 hours long and it's f&*%ing boring as all hell.

9 HOURS!

i think i've been given the big blow off (and NOT in a good way either). Things were, i thought, going pleasant...then *poof*. the funny thing is that i'm not at all, like, upset or devastated. hmmm, just when you think you're getting to know someone. OH WELL, as Lisa Lisa once sang:

"que sera, que sera"

and she sang it so beautifully.

just read that an online buddy's boyfriend's dad passed away over the holidays, that's sad. we have enough death in the world , especially now, so the last thing we need is our friends and mentors and loved ones and parents leaving us too.

A-train, my heart goes out to you and your man.

...speaking of which i've been thinking of friends past lately, a lot. i really miss some of them. one in particular:

"Cause I'd give everything I have

Forget all the things that bring me joy

If you could have one day

Pure and simple happiness

Until that moment comes

I'll be here where I've always been

I'm gonna be your friend

Until the day I die"

-Scissor Sisters